They say you should never meet with your heroes or stay too long with them. Soon enough, they begin to lose the air of whatever thingamajig that sets them apart from mere mortals. The very pillars that build our perceptions of their personalities tend to pass with the passing of time spent in close proximity.
So, recently I got a chance to pursue my childhood dream of being a pilot. This is like my own version of a The Hero. I doubt I have any personal heroes I aim to live after (this is a tale for tomorrow); I know I want to leave a mark on this world but in my own way and at my own terms. It was always beyond me, whether by an arm’s length or an ocean’s breadth. With age, I didn’t view the profession with the same perspective of the young boy who devoured any available material on flight and spent much of his free time designing, building and thinking up airplanes. The romanticism of the profession had somewhat faded. In fact it was one of the most difficult decisions I had to make in this short life of mine. Three years ago I would have snapped up the opportunity without affording it the merest suggestion of a second thought. See, I had a year left in university. And, I was quite comfortable and established in that career path even though the plan was to get my pilot’s licence and fly in the bush during the weekends.
This was a surreal moment in my life and my parents being atypical of the standard Kenyan family pretty much gave me a free hand when I needed a strong hand to guide my divided mind. I have had to make many such choices while some of my peers have had their path through life pretty much charted out. I guess I have no outlet for blame should I end up unhappy; all I will need to do is look inward.
Anyway, I chose to fly (keeping my university option wide open) and today I find myself thousands of Kilometres away from home in a foreign land. I am still conflicted wondering whether I made the right decision. Nevertheless, I am enjoying my hours in the class and in the air. You see my office has the best view in the planet.